The Cailleach

I am writing this post as I feel truly inspired to, and to update you all with my goings on in the Sefirot.

If you are all watching my YouTube, you will know that I was pushed to break free from what has been holding me back. Truly, for seven months I have felt this cloud of doom hanging over me. Now, it is as though the sky is blue once more! I feel so much lighter for it.

Now, as you know, I am in Malkuth. The first sphere, which is to do with the Earth and Earthly desires.

Everyone’s journey through the Tree of Life or Tree of Death, is different. It’s very nuanced to the individual. My own journey is too.

I have decided I will keep a video diary of my findings, as well as this blog. The videos will only be for YouTube Members and Patreon Members, but I do this, to share a part of myself with you all. And to show you all how the journey has progressed.

Today is 30th January 2025. Yesterday was a New Moon, sacred to Hecate. Tomorrow, 31st, is a recognised holiday for Hecate as well. Then, Imbolc is on 1st February.

My experience today in Malkuth, I was presented with the name Saint Maura. Then, Cailleach herself appeared to me. She is a deity I have only met in passing for other people so far, but, truly I feel an overwhelming sense of familiarity.

She is, after all, a Gaelic deity. My surname is from a Scottish clan, so I must have the blood in me…

She told me that I need to go right back to the ways of old, and recover them, to explain to the ways of the new.

I have a feeling she is talking about the things I teach people. There is a resonance there. Like, how us humans have many labels for things, but ultimately they are all the same thing. Perhaps…

I also found out that Saint Maura is Brigid’s sister. Imbolc is sacred to Brigid. 

Honestly, the amount of synchronicities I have been feeling lately is uncanny.